Where's my lil' monkey at.....

[hold_myhand]

I've been pretty sick for the past couple days. I'm starting to feel better tonight, but thats what happened last night and i felt sick again this morning, so we'll see. I'm leaving on Wed to go to NY for thanksgiving and my moms wedding bullshit. I really dont want to go. I'm so angry with my mom i know this whole week is going to be a bunch of bullshit. She never calls me or makes the effort to make sure i'm doing ok, she's too fucking caught up in her fiance. I call her everyday, even when im in Mass, i still call cause we always talk every day. But it pisses me off that if i dont call , we dont talk. So i call her today and shes like why are u so grumpy blah, you dont have anyone else to call and bother and be mean to?? I'm like I'm not grumpy IM SICK AND I HAVE BEEN FOR THE PAST 4 DAYS, BUT YOU WOULDNT KNOW BECAUSE YOU DONT CALL ME. So that started our lovely little fight. And somehow it grew into i better get it all out now because she doesnt want me and my meme ganging up on her this weekend. BULLSHIT!! I dont want to go because i know there is going to be family fued because my meme and i like to hang out and are so much closer than everyone else, and it makes everyone jealous. i can already forsee the drama, her and i are going to get bitched at the whole time. I hate the fact that my family cant except the fact that we are best friends and i'm her favorite...its not my fault, but im not complaining i love her and i love our relationship and we shouldnt be made to feel guilty for it. i really dont want to go :( I'd rather be in Mass.
I'm buying my ticket for new years tomorrow, I can't wait. What a great way to start off the new year!!

There's some wicked crazy news about a teacher from OL and a student....I suggest anyone who went to Ocean Lakes to tune into the new this evening and humor yourself. I can't believe she did that....