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thrown between fact & fiction
my pages are pressed
a staged excelence
so properly balenced
you had me believe
that i was fooled from the beginning.
but i was lead to think
and lead to feel
that there was better
and something real
but i shut them out & all thats left
is you & i.
i crept into your perfect dream
shut it down & watched you scream
as i quietly sang you to sleep.
i never meant to get this far
i never meant to creep this far
i never meant..
i never meant...
but as i go on
i'm bound to think that
everything goes
as it should.
simple and soft
i crept into your perfect dream
shut it down & watched you scream
but you asked me to sing you to sleep
you had plans & places to go
i've taken that all away & for what to show?
but i would never give it back
i never meant to get this far
i never meant to creep this far
but i'm glad i did
because i always meant...
i always meant...
when i said this was love.
okay i sware to god i will never try to write a song again.
i used to be okay at writing lyrics, but it seems that ever since i've taken up piano again, its taken all my creativity out of me until my fingers hit the keys. If only i could have someone sing the melody.
I'm sure i could do it if i tried, but it just seems like i'm not soo inspired. I am to write music.
I have fourthousend songs with no words...
theres alot of shit in my head i want to get out, but i just can't do it with writing i suppose.
anyway, i'm pretty sure i'm done with writing for a really long time.
or songs or that shit anyway.
but whatever.
i just need insperation.
which is funny
i have all the insperation in the world...it just all flows out into photographing & piano.
btw, the song i warm up with before i actually play play my piano is i'll catch you.
its quite easy. well...only up until the remember jinx removing. that part is a bitch to keep up with.
anyway..
goodnight everyone.
summer is almost over.
& i'm so glad.