Confused
Well not long after i got home from the chasers party thing, i was awake and sam texted me if i wanted to do something 2day or not, so i said sure and went to meet her at like 2pm. She hurt her leg somehow she had really bad cramp in it, and was hobbling a bit. So we chatted and listened to music hobbling down to her house, her dad and bro was in, and i said hi to em and all that, and then we went upstairs to play on the playstation, played star wars lego and got bored lol, so we put on a dvd instead, was a funny martial arts film, and i cuddled up with sam on her bed and her bro was on the floor watching it too cause he likes that film, after it had finished, we put on hitchhikers guide to the galaxy, which looked good from what i saw of it, which wasnt much cause i was playing with sam, and kissing her all through the film, she is sooooo gorgous. I just cant help myself with her, i love touching her, i really hope she loves it too. Anyway after film her dad john bought us a chinease which was really nice of him, i only had fish and chips tho hehe, i know im boring. Anyway after that we went back up in sams room for a little bit whilst she got changed and ready to meet up with kay and mike. At Around 8ish we met kay and then met mike who bought his cute dog rupert along. We just walked and chatted, ended up in a park sat on a bench that was wet, so i had a lovely wet ass, i think i was too quiet, but i always do, i really wana talk more. Anyway sam came sat on my knee and i was rubbing her back cause im addicted to rubbing her :) and then we got up and walked back home, it was raining by now so everyone was soaking, so we said bye to kay first, then we got to the corner by the chip shop b4 sams road, and i said bye to sam, we didnt have our talk on the corner thing tonight :( but that was ok cause it was raining, so gave her kiss, she said she prolly wont see me tommorrow cause shes doing college work, so i said ok thats fine, and said talk to ya soon. Said bye to mike too, and walked home.
Got home and i was pretty knackered and wet, not used to staying up for ages. Txt'd sam saying i was home and got one back saying she was depressed, so i was like whats up and she told me about phil her ex b/f has been saying things bout her and all that, and generally being a nasty little prick, so she was upset to the point of crying, when i heard this i wanted to go be with her cause shes my g/f and i wanted to try comfort her so i said i will come back up and talk to you, but she didnt want me too :( So i felt like i could do nothing to make her feel better, which upset me a bit. Anyway she said she would be better in the morning, but i dunno, i hope she will but this ex bf bothering her neeeds to be sorted out, the only problem is i dont know how to sort it out, i dont really know what shes feeling, so im in a position where i cant help, and if i lose sam over this prick ex, ill prolly kill him, and i will be fucking devastated, cause i love her sooooooooo much. I tell her how much i love her and how lovely she is everytime i see her and this ex b/f just completely destroys her confidence which i fucking hate.
Really hope this gets sorted out, and i can in some way help her. Hate seeing her down and depressed, i want this Ex out of her life completely, if it doesnt happen, then i dont know what im guna do.
Got home and i was pretty knackered and wet, not used to staying up for ages. Txt'd sam saying i was home and got one back saying she was depressed, so i was like whats up and she told me about phil her ex b/f has been saying things bout her and all that, and generally being a nasty little prick, so she was upset to the point of crying, when i heard this i wanted to go be with her cause shes my g/f and i wanted to try comfort her so i said i will come back up and talk to you, but she didnt want me too :( So i felt like i could do nothing to make her feel better, which upset me a bit. Anyway she said she would be better in the morning, but i dunno, i hope she will but this ex bf bothering her neeeds to be sorted out, the only problem is i dont know how to sort it out, i dont really know what shes feeling, so im in a position where i cant help, and if i lose sam over this prick ex, ill prolly kill him, and i will be fucking devastated, cause i love her sooooooooo much. I tell her how much i love her and how lovely she is everytime i see her and this ex b/f just completely destroys her confidence which i fucking hate.
Really hope this gets sorted out, and i can in some way help her. Hate seeing her down and depressed, i want this Ex out of her life completely, if it doesnt happen, then i dont know what im guna do.