altering
so im waking up in five hours to drive for an hour to tampa to drop out of my classes and intentionally drop out of a 4 yr university which i only attended two years worth of. ima miss it but i know i will go back when i am ready to finish. for now i am wanting more of my life and less of the stress.
breakin the news to my parents was like comin out of the closet a huge disappointment and a lot of hope still shining from their eyes. i know for a lot of ppl education may not be a huge deal but for this family its the number 1 priority :( and ive let them down and rearranged. i just feel unmotivated with all these bills from express and target credit cards and i can only wish that this change will let me get out of debt and bring me back some stability not only financially but in every other aspect.
this fall of 06 will be a nice new burst of energy because i will enter a program where i can come out with a nice payin job, i'll have my fingers crossed! walkin down the aisles at work i was stopped by a woman who started complaining about an employee and at the end asked if i was the right person to talk to since i looked like a manager. i just smiled and told her i was probably the employee she was tripping about lmao then i skipped away
note to self:
kiss kiss bang bang + arbys beef n cheddars and a small couch...yea good movie, good times
breakin the news to my parents was like comin out of the closet a huge disappointment and a lot of hope still shining from their eyes. i know for a lot of ppl education may not be a huge deal but for this family its the number 1 priority :( and ive let them down and rearranged. i just feel unmotivated with all these bills from express and target credit cards and i can only wish that this change will let me get out of debt and bring me back some stability not only financially but in every other aspect.
this fall of 06 will be a nice new burst of energy because i will enter a program where i can come out with a nice payin job, i'll have my fingers crossed! walkin down the aisles at work i was stopped by a woman who started complaining about an employee and at the end asked if i was the right person to talk to since i looked like a manager. i just smiled and told her i was probably the employee she was tripping about lmao then i skipped away
note to self:
kiss kiss bang bang + arbys beef n cheddars and a small couch...yea good movie, good times