can it get worse?????

[hola_amy]

 ever thought you wanted something so badly then it wasn't what you wanted, or maybe it was?
yeah, its confusing and that is where i am right now and its the fucking shittiest place to be
i miss my best friend more than words can fucking describe
i love being home and seeing my friends here but i miss it there oh so much
i had just began making good friends and i moved
my life will always be a mess
i might as well get used to the fact
i have a birthday comming up, not to happy about it, i will drink and smoke away the feelings.