TITLE: IMPOSSIBLE
AUTHOR: Hokuto-sama/A(R)
GENRE: CRACK! BUWAHAHAHA!
SUMMARY: None. Theres no actual Story yet =_= Dont grammar Nazi on me yos XDD
Previous Chapter CH. 8D R A G N A R O K ( P A R T I I )
I stood there in utter shock, his chest completely pressed against mine, his arm wrapped around my back and waist. I didn't know what to do, I couldn't even breathe at the moment. I wanted to pull him away but I couldn't. I didn't have the strength or, I admit, will power to do it. I don't know how much time had passed, but he suddenly and quickly pulled away. I didn't know what to think.
"The hell was that for?" I said, glaring at him. I also didn't know why I suddenly got so defensive.
"I don't know...."
"So you hug for no reason?"
"What the hell?! I was just hugging you, its not like I raped you or something" he answered. He looked kind of embarrassed, but this time, everything was going way too fast, too mushed up together in my brain with everything that was happening, that I couldn't hold my anger and shock in.
"Is it really that fun for you to play with me?"
"I'm not playing with you, idiot." he said.
"Don't call me an idiot you bastard" I said angrily. I glared at him. Did he enjoy confusing me? did he enjoy giving me a hard time?
"Is it really that fun to mess with any random girls head?" I asked him, and he was about to speak but I didn't want to hear him, so I continued.
"Is it really fun, knowing that you have the power to just get girls under your star spell? that they will do willingly what you like and that in the end you aren't the one who is broken like shit?" I said. My voice echoed a bit on the empty hall. He didn't say anything, but spoke a few seconds later.
"I don't know why you're saying this. You weren't so suspicious earlier" he said.
"Really? You knew didn't you?"
"Knew what?" he asked back at me. I sighed in frustration and anger, then walked up to be more closely face to face with him.
"you knew that I would just go along with everything you said and did. You knew that you could get me to do it. You knew from the beginning that I would just fall intro your trap, and you knew that my friends would also fall for it. happy? it did" I said. I started to walk away towards the elevators. He stopped me again. I felt like crap so I really didn't want to face him again, not after all the things I just said. The elevator door closed again. Why can't he just let it go already?
"I never had anything planned with you guys. I was just looking for a break"
"Well you can go find a break somewhere else. I'm done with this crap" I said and pushed the button again, the elevator ringing open, and I slipped inside it. He followed me. I stood in the farthest side but he stood infront of me.
"I don't know why you're thinking this but I don't like it"
"YOU don't like it eh? well, Mr. Everything is about me, I don't really give a damn" I said, not looking at him.
"Right now you're just really pissed and you don't know what you're saying right?"
"Why does it matter to you?"
"It just does"
"there has to be a reason" I said, with ulterior motives. I didn't want to know the answer. Ok, I admit, I was in denial. The whole time I've spent with him and my friends, I couldn't help and feel a little warm feeling in my stomach and cheeks. The way he smiled, the way he looked, the way he gently slept in the couch, the way he was such a retard, the way he laughed so stupidly and at the randomest things and the way that he was just and a complete fail made him cute. I just wanted him to get away from me so quickly that I forgot to remember that in this short time knowing him, I noticed too many things about him. I liked the guy, so sue me damn it. But that didn't mean that I wanted him to be there still. That stupid Star spell of his, making all the girls just fall for them, its part of it. I tried to convince myself it was just a celebrity crush, but in the end, when he looked at me with those intense narrrowed eyes, I didn't know what to think anymore. And with the words I had just said, I don't know what he's thinking either. Theres no way he could even consider me a friend even, we are too different. At the moment none of that mattered since I knew it wasn't possible.
"Theres no reason, It just does. You're helping me out, I can't just leave you like this" he said.
"Leave me like what?" I answered harshly. He was starting to get on my nerves.
"You're scared" He said. I didn't respond to that.
"Its obvious you are. I can't just leave you like this, you're gonna do something crazy" he added. Maybe he was right? maybe I was just scared so I just wanted to take it out on something, or someone. I didn't really know what to respond to him, but I didn't have to respond at all. I think he's right. The doors of the elevator opened. I changed my mind quickly though. No, now I think he's wrong. Who the hell does he think he is? Before I could think of something to say, he spoke.
"Come with me, we need to calm you down" He said, stepping out of the elevator.
"I don't need to calm down, I AM calm!" I said at him. I know I wasn't calm, but I didn't like him bossing me around. But as soon as he turned back to me, giving me a look as if telling me to walk faster, I noticed he didn't have the face mask.
"You idiot! You didn't bring the face mask?!" I said to him quietly, but loud enough for only him to hear. He let his hands travel to his face where the face mask would have been.
"I dropped it when I walked out the room I guess"
"You're gonna get recognized like this! are you dumb or something?!"
"Shut the hell up! I'll just be careful!" he said back to me and continued walking. I glared at the back of his head, trying to burn a hole through it. I hope he falls down and makes and ass of himself I thought to myself as I walked. I then noticed he was walking out the doors of the Lotte. Where in the world was he going at this hour. He didn't turn back even once so there would be no point in calling him to turn, so I sped up next to him to ask what I wanted to ask him.
"you DO realize its 2:30am right? where in the hell are you going?" I asked him, he didn't slow down and pushed the door outwards to walk into the winter of the outside. "Just follow me stupid."
"Stop calling me stupid or I'm gonna tear you a whole new one" I said, making him stop, he turned and looked at me.
"Even right now you're gonna be bitching?"
"Well even now are you do what ever the hell you want?"
"Yes, I am"
"then I'm gonna continue bitching, yes." I said smugly. Who the hell does he think he is? I don't even know what I was doing but for a second I forgot that I was having a few problems. The outside bulbs were too bright for the darkness of the night, but the city life was more than enough to let us see the snowfall again. It snows too much here. I'm not used to this non tropical weather. I looked around to see where the Devil incarnate had gone. To my surprise he was in a cab that had just pulled up a few seconds ago. I patted the side of my skinnys to make sure I had all my wallet, making sure I would have enough money if I did. I knew this would cost me an arm or something.
"Hurry up!" he yelled at me. As soon as he did, one of the hotels valet parkers looked up to see him. I panicked thinking he might've recognized him and ran to the cab
and got inside without seeing or thinking. Bad, BAD idea. I hadn't even realized that HE wanted ME to go around. What a fucker. I hate him. And this situation was too uncomfortable. I was pretty much literally sitting on his lap. I blushed in utter embarrasment.
"Drive Go go go!" I heard him say. I quickly but desperately tried to move to the empty space next to him, but I almost hit my head on the seat as the car started moving so I ended up trying to grab on to something like dear life, and that something turned out to be me pretty much swinging my arms around his neck. He looked at me. I'm gonna kill him. I really am. Oh, man something sharp sounds nice at the moment. Slow and painful. I tried to move again and succeeded.
"You didn't have to move you know, I don't mind" he said. My heart started beating horribly at his words. What the hell was that supposed to mean?!
"PERVERT."
"What?! you almost fell. I was jus helping you."
"You would've helped more if you would've just MOVED your ass a bit to THIS side instead" I almost snarled at him. I know my face was flushed so I tried to stay in the darkest areas. He just laughed.
"Are you ever gonna admit that you like me?" he said.
WHERE THE HELL DID THAT COME FROM?!?!
"My god.....I think You just hit Delusional Road. Get off NOW before you go any further" I said to him, even though I was desperately trying not to stutter. He just laughed again. I hate his laughter. It sounds so stupid. And high pitched and annoying. And I hate that its always the fact he's laughing at ME that causes it.
"I'm just messing with you"
"I know you are. Jerk"
"You're taking it the wrong way aren't you?"
"Is there a better way to take it in THIS situation"
"Your mind's fuckin crazy. Not everyone is out to get you, you know?"
"I have the right to think whatever the hell I want to think thank you." I said to him and that about shut him up for a few seconds. I hadn't made any attempt to look at him during our little talk, but as soon as he stayed quiet, I got suspicious. Maybe he fell asleep? it WAS almost 3AM. I let a few minutes pass then discreetly turned to face him to see what his feeble mind was thinking at the moment. He wasn't sleeping, but he wasn't saying anything. His hair was all messed up, his eyes wide open but blank. He looked a bit mad, but not angry, but he didn't look happy. The lights from the streets were hitting his face and long neck. I could see the clear shape of his nose, chin, neck and his adams apple. He swallowed at one point making the silhouette move. I turned away as soon as we hit a corner. The lights brighter on this street, and there was suddeny more people. Who wouldn't be able to recognize this fucker in a place like this? I digged through my pocket. I found the crumpled face mask I had gotten earlier from Karisa there.
"Here" I said, not facing him, not wanting to actually. I was a bit embarrased. I could feel him staring at me, but I didn't turn.
"whats this?"
"Isn't it obvious?"
"Is it a face mask?" he said, taking it, his voice sounded a bit brighter if thats even humanly possible.
"Way to go Einstein, you figured it out" I said, trying not stutter. Why was I so nervous? He took it completely from my hand and I heard movement.
"Thanks"
"I'd say you're welcome but.....I don't want to" I blushed. Aish.
"You said it anyways."
"No I didn't"
"yes you did, and as a better thank you, I'll make sure you enjoy tonight"
I turned to him after a while of not doing so.
"What do you mean by that?"
"Girlfriend, you need to calm down. So....." He started. The cab stopped suddenly and He pointed out to a club that seemed all too unfamiliar. There was a surprising amount of people there, even though it was the middle of the night and freezing cold outside. There was so much light in this street, it almost looked like the afternoon. I was shocked.
"Are You crazy?!?! they're gonna recognize you there!"
"No they won't, not if you follow what I'm gonna tell you to do"
"I don't want to go clubbing"
"Oh live a little damn it. Its fun" he said and got off the car. I got off after him on the same side, not really knowing what to do with myself. I don't know why I always let him do what ever he wants to do. My thoughts were interrupted by the sudden cold snow hitting my cheek. It was freezing and I didn't have a coat. I started panicking and just crossed my arms to warm myself a little but it wasn't happening. I worriedly looked over at him and noticed he was wearing a jacket I hadn't seen on him before. What the hell?!?! when did he get that! he wasn't wearing it when I left. I probably should have stopped my thoughts there, but all of a sudden, I remembered the panicky situation I would be facing. My parents. The Authorities looking for me high and low. The Scandal if they find Chansug. He wasn't far away, but he seemed to be getting farther and farther as he walked towards the other side of the street. I stopped in my tracks on the side the taxi had stopped. Maybe its for the best I get on this Taxi and just leave this loser here. It would spare us both the drama. He turned around, looking around confusedly before he turned and spotted me in the spot i was standing. I didn't have enough will power to get back on the taxi, so I didn't and just stood there. He walked back to where I was.
"what the fuck?! why are you ust standing there" he said to me, as he went around the taxi. I looked up at him, rubbing my arms with my hands, were in opposite sides as they were crossed.
"I told you I don't want to go in there" I glared at him.
"Well, its either there or you're gonna freeze to death here" he said and started walking, but stopped again since I didn't move.
"hurry up!"
"I'm NOT going in there"
"you won't stand being out here. Its too cold and you don't even have a coat this time"
Was that a challenge he just gave me.
"I'd rather stay out here than go in there" I said, glaring at him.
"You won't stand it. I'm warning you."
"you don't know me"
"Ok then, we'll see who's right" He said and walked away. This time he walked away and continued walking. I watched him. He walked in, turned and gave me a look, then vaished through the black entrance of the club. I frowned. Bastard. The Taxi moved and I just stared as it started to drive away. The breeze blowing my hair and just making it even colder than it was already. I would stand my ground. He's not the boss of me, he can't tell me what to do, and he certainly can't tell me what I can NOT do either.
Three hours later.
I couldn't feel my fingers or hands. I know this was probably a really bad idea, considering I had been sick probably a day ago. Damn him and the things he makes me do. I found a nice stair case, which was also very beautifully covered with frozen water. It was the only place I could sit on though. Passerby's gave me looks as if I were insane, which I agreed with them that I was. I didn't bother to look over at the door to see if this loser came out. It wasn't worth my time to be waiting for him to come out. All I knew is that I was very sleepy at the moment and I was getting really dizzy. I could just picture my bed in front of me, warm and cozy. And those thoughts were enough to make me want to faint. The sun was coming out a bit, it was 6:27am, and HE was still in there. Is he really this big of a selfish jerk? I leaned a bit more comfortably on my shoulder at the wall that was also as cold as a fork in a freezer, snuggling on my hair a bit for warmth and started roaming off to sleep. I closed my eyes for a few seconds but was surprised when I felt a Sudden warmth over my body. What the hell?! I opened my eyes as fast as lightening and prepared myself for a fight. I looked up at this tall gloriouness of Chansung Bending down over me.
"Really, you are the most stubborn girl I have ever met" he said, attempting to carry me.
"What are you doing?" I said, trying to make my voice not shake from the cold.
"You don't look like you can even move. I called a taxi so we can go back to the hotel" He said to me.
"I can walk just fine thank you" I said to him. I stood up, pushing his arms away, and standing up. I felt a thousand bolts go through my body. It was freezing cold, I felt something burn in my skin. You know its cold when everything burns or stings you. He just looked at me, scoffing.
"Ok, stubborn, but you know your clothes are soaking wet from the snow fall right?"
"I know that, I AM wearing them. Are you blind"
"Do you really Always have to give me some bitchy attitude?"
"Yes" I said, hugging myself. The snow had stopped but the cold was still unbearable. The sun would be out soon. I could dry my clothes at the hotel. He glared angrily at me. Theres too much anger in this story.
"Anyway, the Taxi should be coming soon" He said, taking off his jacket. Well, going through male menopause are we? He suddenly walked over to me and put the Jacket over my shoulders.
"what are you doing?"
"why do you always have to question what I'm doing?"
"because all you do is confusing" I said. I uconciously snuggled the jacket more. It was really warm. Maybe its just that I was freezing cold.
"You looked cold. I wanted to give you the damn jacket. Are you happy?"
"Why wouuld I be happy? i'm not that cold. I was fine without it, thank you"
"Ok, then give it back to me" he said turning around suddenly after he had started walking. He stopped in his tracks though. I just hugged his jacket more. I wasn't giving it back, so I hugged it defensively.
"Mine" I said. He just laughed.
"See? I was right"
I didn't want to admit it, but I wanted to smile. This was nice of him to do. But now that I think about it, he would catch a cold more than I would if he didn't have it.
"Aren't you cold? you should take it back" I said, starting to take it off, he turned around in frustration and started putting it back over my shoulders again.
"Idiot. You were on the freezing cold for a few minutes in the alley and you were almost dying. If you hadn't noticed, I stood in the cold for a longer time and I didn't catch a cold like you did. I'm stronger than you on this" He said. I hated to admit he was right on this too. Stupid logical guy. A Taxi drove up right infront of us and he opened the door getting in before I did. The sun was coming out, I could see more clearly around. I rushed to get in.
"If you want to sit on my lap again, you can just ask me this time" He said, a stupid smug smile on his face. I blushed despite the cold.
"Move over. Now." I cringed out at him. He just laughed and moved.
The taxi drove out, the morning sun coming out more and more. But instead of the rest that I was looking for as we drove closer to the Lotte, I found the place surrounded by Cops and Paparazzi.
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I wonder how much longer I'm gonna make this chapter roflmao