so.
bullet points:
**i broke up with Ryan on thursday. it was a long time coming, but i'm pissed that it happened right before i left.
spekaing of which:
**my Strawhat audition today was terrible. just. terrible. the piano sounded bizarre, i rushed everything, i screeched a terrible belt when i had been rehearsing in my mix the whole time (i think i freaked over the large theatre space). i got one callback for a bizarre children's theatre (where i'd be directing children's theatre around the country for no less than a year. k....thanks.) and one "Will call". that's it. surprisingly, there were only about 15 theatres for my audiiton. i guess not all of them go to all three days. some just watch the videos afterwards. so who knows. i'll chalk it up to experience, scrape myself back up off the floor, and keep truckin.
**i'm getting sick. again. so tired of this.
**i have absolutely NO idea where i'm going to live when i get back on monday. i might havea room in erika's house, i might have to move back home....but now i'm thinking about all the goddamn logisitcs of having broken up with ryan (who, p.s. apparently gave up before i even broke up with him. sure is a boost to my morale knowing that i warranted such a heartfelt response) when i should be enjoying a weekend in my favorite place int he world.
**i have an appeals hearing for my unemployment sometime in the near future. 'bout time.
good night.
**i broke up with Ryan on thursday. it was a long time coming, but i'm pissed that it happened right before i left.
spekaing of which:
**my Strawhat audition today was terrible. just. terrible. the piano sounded bizarre, i rushed everything, i screeched a terrible belt when i had been rehearsing in my mix the whole time (i think i freaked over the large theatre space). i got one callback for a bizarre children's theatre (where i'd be directing children's theatre around the country for no less than a year. k....thanks.) and one "Will call". that's it. surprisingly, there were only about 15 theatres for my audiiton. i guess not all of them go to all three days. some just watch the videos afterwards. so who knows. i'll chalk it up to experience, scrape myself back up off the floor, and keep truckin.
**i'm getting sick. again. so tired of this.
**i have absolutely NO idea where i'm going to live when i get back on monday. i might havea room in erika's house, i might have to move back home....but now i'm thinking about all the goddamn logisitcs of having broken up with ryan (who, p.s. apparently gave up before i even broke up with him. sure is a boost to my morale knowing that i warranted such a heartfelt response) when i should be enjoying a weekend in my favorite place int he world.
**i have an appeals hearing for my unemployment sometime in the near future. 'bout time.
good night.