Aug 04, 2005 23:36
when you get all dressed up and people tell you that you look cute, it's another way of saying that you're plain. not hot or pretty.
i don't like people who depend upon status symbols to prove who they are. material goods aren't everything.
sometimes you have to fight against feelings because they don't come at the right time. it's better to keep them down inside because letting them out will affect more people than just yourself.
i didn't do as well as i would have liked on the PCAT, but i did well enough to beat a large percentage of the people who did take the test. that has to count for something right? hopefully USC will like me, because that's were i want to go. even if it means being apart from Alex and all the other people i love. but i've met so many people this summer that if i end up in LA, i'll have people i know, like my roomie!
last night i met two people who are just like me. we laugh at those who judge us before getting to know us.
one of the saddest things to me is watching one person like another but the other person is either oblivous or using that person.
i wish the damn kids upstairs would shut up. i'm old and have to go to bed early. i should throw some of my squishy fruit up there.