to two people who shall remain nameless
i feel so violated and disgusted.
i know it's a fact of life, but as a scorpio/boar, it's in my nature to be trustworthy and loyal. how could they go and backstab me like that? i stood by them and covered their backs but when they needed someone to blame for deficiencies, they picked me as the scapegoat. i can't believe it. and then to two face to me and tell me to my face that everything is going fine. i couldn't say anything when asked about what you had claimed about me because firstly i had already said nice things about the both of you to cover up the deficiencies in our committee, secondly, i'm loyal to my team, and thirdly, i was taken by surprise. i didn't say anything about how you didn't know anything about the software program and that's why it took so long to get a layout, or how i would ask you questions and you'd never follow through, or if you said you were going to send me something and i never recieved anything, i didn't say anything about the time that the two of you wasted talking about random things when i kept saying that hey, i only have 45 minutes, lets get working, or all the times that you didn't show up or came late, or when you changed the plans, or convieniently "forgot" that i had a prior arrangement and scheduled to meet during that time. fuck that. we were a team, and together we produce the finished product and help one another out. everyone pulled their weight in their own way, deficiencies should be kept hidden, don't use me as the scapegoat for what you didn't accomplish.
i felt like those people in the boardroom on the apprentice whom in the suite they all agree to stick together but when the Donald is choosing someone to fire, they all begin to steb one another right in the face.
i'm going to encounter enough people like that in the business world, i don't need people like that in the things i enjoy doing. i don't need this, and as much as i enjoy being a part of this organization, i QUIT. i don't care if i get let go, because "who needs enemies when i've got people like you two in my life?" i worked hard to do my share, i'm so disgusted that i'm thinking about destroying everything i did for this group. it's my work, my creation, and i don't want to share it with people like you.
i know it's a fact of life, but as a scorpio/boar, it's in my nature to be trustworthy and loyal. how could they go and backstab me like that? i stood by them and covered their backs but when they needed someone to blame for deficiencies, they picked me as the scapegoat. i can't believe it. and then to two face to me and tell me to my face that everything is going fine. i couldn't say anything when asked about what you had claimed about me because firstly i had already said nice things about the both of you to cover up the deficiencies in our committee, secondly, i'm loyal to my team, and thirdly, i was taken by surprise. i didn't say anything about how you didn't know anything about the software program and that's why it took so long to get a layout, or how i would ask you questions and you'd never follow through, or if you said you were going to send me something and i never recieved anything, i didn't say anything about the time that the two of you wasted talking about random things when i kept saying that hey, i only have 45 minutes, lets get working, or all the times that you didn't show up or came late, or when you changed the plans, or convieniently "forgot" that i had a prior arrangement and scheduled to meet during that time. fuck that. we were a team, and together we produce the finished product and help one another out. everyone pulled their weight in their own way, deficiencies should be kept hidden, don't use me as the scapegoat for what you didn't accomplish.
i felt like those people in the boardroom on the apprentice whom in the suite they all agree to stick together but when the Donald is choosing someone to fire, they all begin to steb one another right in the face.
i'm going to encounter enough people like that in the business world, i don't need people like that in the things i enjoy doing. i don't need this, and as much as i enjoy being a part of this organization, i QUIT. i don't care if i get let go, because "who needs enemies when i've got people like you two in my life?" i worked hard to do my share, i'm so disgusted that i'm thinking about destroying everything i did for this group. it's my work, my creation, and i don't want to share it with people like you.