I'm a winner at a losing game..
So it's been a long while and I cant even remember what I updated last but since I'm bored I figured I might as well give it a shot.
A lot has gone on... and I think I'm a better person for it. I'm slightly tainted.. but it doesn't bother me so much as it did before so thats good. I've learned a lot about myself.. I may fall really hard.. and sometimes it may take a while, but I think I do a good job of picking myself up.. mostly because I have a good support system now, where as before it was very shaky.
Jorge died... as did Tic and Tac.. well.. Tac did.. I pretty much sent Tic off on his way to die.. it was a very odd situation.. but as soon as I learned that Jorge was dead too.. I totally broke down.. I understand its just a hamster and everything, but he was mine, and I loved him, and with everything going on right now with my nephew.. I just couldn't handle it. And who was here to understand how I felt and hurt for me because I was hurting... Stephy.. why.. because she's my best friend and she's ALWAYS there for me no matter whats going on. Which is a fault of hers.. but I admire her for it.. lol.
I've basically been working and going to school.. hanging out when I can. Definitely spending time with my family.. speaking of which.. it'll probably be expanding soon because my brother-in-law wants a little girl.. which.. i dont know if its such a great idea and my sister doesn't really wanna go there either.. but it would be cool to have another niece.
Other than that.. I'm pretty much trying to stand on my own two feet and trying not to fall.. which isnt really working.. but.. im trying.
Oh and.. I have the best friend in the whole world.. so HA... and you can't have her.. :-P
A lot has gone on... and I think I'm a better person for it. I'm slightly tainted.. but it doesn't bother me so much as it did before so thats good. I've learned a lot about myself.. I may fall really hard.. and sometimes it may take a while, but I think I do a good job of picking myself up.. mostly because I have a good support system now, where as before it was very shaky.
Jorge died... as did Tic and Tac.. well.. Tac did.. I pretty much sent Tic off on his way to die.. it was a very odd situation.. but as soon as I learned that Jorge was dead too.. I totally broke down.. I understand its just a hamster and everything, but he was mine, and I loved him, and with everything going on right now with my nephew.. I just couldn't handle it. And who was here to understand how I felt and hurt for me because I was hurting... Stephy.. why.. because she's my best friend and she's ALWAYS there for me no matter whats going on. Which is a fault of hers.. but I admire her for it.. lol.
I've basically been working and going to school.. hanging out when I can. Definitely spending time with my family.. speaking of which.. it'll probably be expanding soon because my brother-in-law wants a little girl.. which.. i dont know if its such a great idea and my sister doesn't really wanna go there either.. but it would be cool to have another niece.
Other than that.. I'm pretty much trying to stand on my own two feet and trying not to fall.. which isnt really working.. but.. im trying.
Oh and.. I have the best friend in the whole world.. so HA... and you can't have her.. :-P