Long time no speak!
Okay well... i have kind of played my disappearing act lately... i didnt mean to but it just always happens...
except this time i think i pushed someone that i really care about away...
but i refuse to give up... i know i havnt lost her... i just need to attemt to find her again!! and beleive me that is one of my first priorities...
Things seem awkward now and i dont know why... but i sure as hell dont like it...
We are a perfect team and well, i refuse to allow the perfect team to be torn apart!! ;)
i've been hanging out with frankie and joshy alot lately... they are a part of my life that will be around forever... i know this and i am comfortable in guaranteeing it!!!
I stayed at her house for the first time in 4yrs... it was fun... i didnt even realize i never did... she asked me and i was fo shizzle...
i have also been going clubbing alot lately... with crump, em and Ross...
I met ross' gurl... she is absolutely beautiful... ross found a winner i hope it works out for them... cause i know long distance relationships cant be easy..
I have been seeing Tara kinda... right now her life is very busy...
Debbie had her baby... after being in labor for like 2 days...
I have yet to see lil Zoey...
I am backing off for some reason and i dont know why... im So unsure of everything once again...
I really like her but things just seem to be weird... i dont know if its the people around us... i honestly dont know right now!
but i am just waiting... things will get easy... answers will come when they are ready...
I do really like her!! i just hope things work out!!
I have chilled with jonathon lately too... i love my Jon!!
I went and decorated his x-mas tree and listened to xmas music.. it was fun... the first christmas spirit i have had allk year... For some reason im not in the spirit...
I went xmas shopping... kinda... and i got Dani.... thats it... cant help it... she is the one person that i absolutely love to spoil... prolly because she deserves it and well at the time i missed her!!
I dont know i Saw Rent..... twice so far... The most amazing movie in the world.. i will have it when it comes out!!
I went with Ross first and i took Tara on a date when she came home... She loved it!!
Friday i am going to the chronicals of narnia... with mom, frankie, josh, jon hopefully!!
i love that book series and the old version movie and i cant wait to see this one!!
Well, i hope that for my being gone this does a good update... talk to ya later!!
"All i want in life are answers to my questions... so i know im making the right choices!!!"
I close three times this week.... oddly enough i think it'll be good for me!!
except this time i think i pushed someone that i really care about away...
but i refuse to give up... i know i havnt lost her... i just need to attemt to find her again!! and beleive me that is one of my first priorities...
Things seem awkward now and i dont know why... but i sure as hell dont like it...
We are a perfect team and well, i refuse to allow the perfect team to be torn apart!! ;)
i've been hanging out with frankie and joshy alot lately... they are a part of my life that will be around forever... i know this and i am comfortable in guaranteeing it!!!
I stayed at her house for the first time in 4yrs... it was fun... i didnt even realize i never did... she asked me and i was fo shizzle...
i have also been going clubbing alot lately... with crump, em and Ross...
I met ross' gurl... she is absolutely beautiful... ross found a winner i hope it works out for them... cause i know long distance relationships cant be easy..
I have been seeing Tara kinda... right now her life is very busy...
Debbie had her baby... after being in labor for like 2 days...
I have yet to see lil Zoey...
I am backing off for some reason and i dont know why... im So unsure of everything once again...
I really like her but things just seem to be weird... i dont know if its the people around us... i honestly dont know right now!
but i am just waiting... things will get easy... answers will come when they are ready...
I do really like her!! i just hope things work out!!
I have chilled with jonathon lately too... i love my Jon!!
I went and decorated his x-mas tree and listened to xmas music.. it was fun... the first christmas spirit i have had allk year... For some reason im not in the spirit...
I went xmas shopping... kinda... and i got Dani.... thats it... cant help it... she is the one person that i absolutely love to spoil... prolly because she deserves it and well at the time i missed her!!
I dont know i Saw Rent..... twice so far... The most amazing movie in the world.. i will have it when it comes out!!
I went with Ross first and i took Tara on a date when she came home... She loved it!!
Friday i am going to the chronicals of narnia... with mom, frankie, josh, jon hopefully!!
i love that book series and the old version movie and i cant wait to see this one!!
Well, i hope that for my being gone this does a good update... talk to ya later!!
"All i want in life are answers to my questions... so i know im making the right choices!!!"
I close three times this week.... oddly enough i think it'll be good for me!!