Oct 09, 2005 18:45
Well today was rather interesting...
Got to work...
was really tired... and well i did my shit and then we got busy when melissa was on break... and well all of a sudden jess was getting an attitude as usual and well this time i told her to calm down.. and she said SHUT UP!!
Then she walked...
Ya know what i dont care... we had a great day!!
Thank you Tara for staying for me!! she is getting to be an ace man... i would have never thaught!!
anyways... the day was very smooth and yet busy too...
at the end i was so tired... my feet havnt been used to this!!
I havent found out if im accepted yet... i hope i am... i need to get away from many people... but im also gonna miss some... it makes me want to cry... because well, i hate running away but i feel like i need a new life...
Again...
i swear in two years ive moved atleast 6 times... redicuklous i know but thats the way i am!!
Dani dont worry about me not seeing you... i wouldnt be able to stay away... i'm not even gone and i miss you already because i know it's gonna be hard... but all in all i think its only gonna be better...
for me anyways...
i feel like if i stay in this position... im going to end up losing alot... i need just my certain friends no more... friends by the dozen... you all should know who you are!! cause youll always be around me!! some of you if i done stay in touch im sorry... but i need to do it... and well obviously i dont think i have much of a future with you... i HATE DRAMA!!!
Maybe this is mean... but hell.... its certain people that make me wanna be the biggest bitch there is... and well here i am!!
Holly