A new Month!

Oct 01, 2005 22:26

I am sick...
i have had the worst luck with health this last week... And well it sux... its like my imune system died!
Anyways... Friday night was a pretty interesting and long night!!
Nicole, jess and crystal stayed over and we played ddr for a while and went to taco bell... then we came home and well we all decided to pass out early...
I on the other had did not!!! me and crystal kinda stayed up talking for a while... well till i had to take her to work at 7... where i slept in the car for about 20 min.... it was interesting as all hell! anyways jess woke me up at like 730 and i went into work... it was a very busy day and we were short handed kind of in the afternoon...
Tara she is one i just hired ... her first day was today and well i totally give her an A+!!
If it wasnt for her... doing her best i dont know if today would have been so good lol!!
Then Dani came in to Save the day!! Thanx love i really appreciate it!! :)

Then at like 5pm.. Kelly Gurl came in and well lets just say we had prolly the best convo me and her have had in a long time!! I miss having her to talk too!!
I guess you can say that Kelly is like a mentor to me!! in alot of diff ways!! Personally and work related.. she has been there for me thru a very large portion of my life and she has watched me grow!!!
... if it wasnt for her... i prolly wouldnt still be there...

on my way out! Shernita was having a car/Key Dilemma!!
Let me just say she halped lighten my day a little...!!! She is Hilarious!! :)
then i went home and tried to sleep i think i might have gotten an hr...

Then showered... and decided after.. i really didnt feel like Baring it tonight!! i kinda wanna just chill here and DIE!!
Not literally of course... but i just want to get this bug outta me NOW!!!!!
So im here.. and well im kinda enjoying the relaxation in silence!!

***thoughts!***

*Have ya ever had the urge to kiss someone... isnt weird how you feel something about someone and it SEEMS like thats not what you want but it FEELS like maybe it is!!
*Or Have ya ever kissed someone and asked urself... was that the right thing to do!! NOW WHAT!!!
*do you ever say: Do i want this... or is this what i want??
*So many things in life make you Decide... and what if making decisions is the worst thing you can do!!
*Does it seem like your days get longer and yet shorter at the same time?
*Do you ever ask yourself... am i doing the right thing?
*Do you ever look at ur life and ur past and just try to figure out Why? for so many things...

*With all these problems... does life still seem worth living?
just keep taking what life throws ur way!! :)

What do i wish i could be doing right now??

Honestly i wish my Word worked because i am in the mood to type out some letters to people... people in my life that i want to talk to... people that i want to explain some things to... people that i want to thank and people that i want to tell them i love them and how much they mean to me!!

Now im gonna go and watch a movie.. Umm... i think Chitty Chitty Bang Bang... why because we were talking about it earlier this week and it's been a while!! ;)

Well hope i didnt bore ya too much... but im in Expression mode... as i have been lately... so much i want to say and never do... i have a feeling if i dont somehow im going to have an EXPLOSION!! but i cant find a way to do it that actually releives all!!!
Love Hol
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