Hmm...
Weelll.. hi, in quite a shitty mood at the moment. Really tired, fucked off and upset all at the same time, fun fun! Not really sure why, stuffs just been getting 2 me recently and ive just tried 2 ignore it, but i guess its just caught up with me.. just feel as if no1 in the world understands me, pretty much.. cept amy shes my rock and i love her 2 bits.
"nite, had sum people over and i realised... that some of them either arnt true friends or they dont know me that well. Everyone was in the front room watching TV and nobody noticed i wasnt there.. in fact i was crying my eyes out in my room, and no1 noticed... it seem quite petty when u think about it.. but i felt really quite hurt, that completely no1 noticed... well i wont say no1 cos there is sum1 and she knows who she is *mwah*
I also realisd tonight that wen u get stuff right its good, but if u dont bother, nothing works. Lucy and martin r good together and its nice... ive never been good with any1 so far, and i have a feeling i never will be.. its a scary thought not finding any1 who knows u inside out and loves you 4 who u r.
The worlds a pretty fuked up place, my mate was robbed right outside his house by some complete knobber and theres nothing he can do about it basically... its scary 2 think that ur not even safe right outside ur house.
Mmm.. O well ive bored u enuff and been far 2 thoughtful and sentimental, so i shall go
And when i get like this it pisses me off even more, cos i no im really not that worse off.. i mean theres starvation and rape and stuff going on, killing and worse... so i feel really guilty complaining about my stupid non important drivvle... GRRRRRrr..........
"nite, had sum people over and i realised... that some of them either arnt true friends or they dont know me that well. Everyone was in the front room watching TV and nobody noticed i wasnt there.. in fact i was crying my eyes out in my room, and no1 noticed... it seem quite petty when u think about it.. but i felt really quite hurt, that completely no1 noticed... well i wont say no1 cos there is sum1 and she knows who she is *mwah*
I also realisd tonight that wen u get stuff right its good, but if u dont bother, nothing works. Lucy and martin r good together and its nice... ive never been good with any1 so far, and i have a feeling i never will be.. its a scary thought not finding any1 who knows u inside out and loves you 4 who u r.
The worlds a pretty fuked up place, my mate was robbed right outside his house by some complete knobber and theres nothing he can do about it basically... its scary 2 think that ur not even safe right outside ur house.
Mmm.. O well ive bored u enuff and been far 2 thoughtful and sentimental, so i shall go
And when i get like this it pisses me off even more, cos i no im really not that worse off.. i mean theres starvation and rape and stuff going on, killing and worse... so i feel really guilty complaining about my stupid non important drivvle... GRRRRRrr..........