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Jun 07, 2003 22:15

Well... Hi. I really dont like crying over stuff... but i am. I just wish i wouldnt say anything at all about anything cos then it wouldnt get me in2 stupid and awkward situations. god it screws me around so much... i hate it. Grrr.. it makes me angry, but really sad at the same time. Not mentioning anyone in particualr cept u no who u r. Jus cos a plan wont be talked about cos its sumthing he doesnt need 2 no and sumthing i dont want him 2 know... it really dus kill me.. i dont think ive felt this down b4.. i dont even no what it is... i jus feel really screwed up and confused at the moment. i dont no who my friends are half the time. God... i dont usually let my feeling out like this but i jus hafta... i jus feel like im being torn up in2 lil peices and dropped from a height... i duno if any1 understands me.

Im watching american pyscho.. its really odd! Yeah well.. making me feel more great *can u sense the sarcasm?* Well, yeah im jus gona go sob lots and be generally sad.
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