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there are times you get so caught up finding that single missing piece you kind of lose sight of the bigger picture. (although probably there isnt only one piece that's missing but hahaha)
listening to hh is nice because it reminds me of the good memories of last time (although that period of time certainly sucked hahaha) like laughing at tanbo at the exhilarating [19] (i think or is it [11] ?). and it's helps you picture larger things (like the roaring glorious hh and like the 抗日军 and etc heh!) and it feels so nationalistic. hahaha i rmb last time mrs ee was saying, we'll never be allowed to play this years ago because it totally sounds communist. :D
got to get knocked out of this disillusionment. hahaha i am convinced it is one. just that it kind of seems as if the odds are against me, or that im getting hit in the wrong direction.
embrace the eighth week.