If there was one mortal he'd met whose pride could equal his own, that mortal was Snape. For the past few months Lezard had made himself scarce, having good and less-than-good reasons of his own. The rapid departure of Hermione and sudden ascension of Ofdensen could not be allowed to pass without some token of condolence to Snape, however.
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"What could have harmed me? A rhetorical question, perhaps; a riddle, as it stands now. Nothing should harm me. With the powers I have gathered unto myself and knit inseparably into my being, nothing should harm me with such a lasting effect. No god is truly immune from all ills, and it is a truth that gods can be killed, but something so trivial as a curse should not trouble me for long."
He was not speaking for Narcissa's benefit. He expected she would have no idea what he meant, with this talk of gods. Figurative language, perhaps. It was to Snape he was speaking. As for Narcissa, it could do no harm to discuss in her presence such matters, when she could not understand them, and would have in any case no interest in working against Lezard.
"It's connected with the curse I cannot remove from the lady Mio, which has marked her indelibly. I wonder: if her soul were transferred into a homunculus, would that homunculus develop the same crimson butterfly mark at the throat, and the different signs that are like mine? But I have neither the energy to create a new vessel for her, nor the interest to coax her into accepting such an experiment. She is a dull and passive creature, pretty to look at, and one would think such a thing harmless. It would be better to think of her as an artifact than as a mortal being." He spoke of her with a curious mixture of affection and contempt.
Narcissa's presence checked his tongue not at all -- as if Narcissa too were an artifact rather than a person.
"The sleeping-curse -- perhaps a dream-curse, better termed, since sleep in itself is a natural occurrence for mortals -- is different than, but connected to, the demonic mark of the crimson butterfly. The latter is not contagious, as it is produced by the act of fratricide committed by a single victim. The sleeping-curse does seem to be contagious, but a contagion of the spirit, of the psyche, and it's this which I have contracted ..." He tapped the edge of his teacup in an irregular pattern. Snape's healing spell had revivified him somewhat, and he felt suffused with nervous energy.
"Though I have no memory of the girl who was killed, who started it all, since I have never met her. The lady's sister, whom the lady killed, and who haunts her dreams. Now, of course, Mio includes me in the dreams. Whether she dreamed of me first, and this caused me to be afflicted, or whether she only dreams of me because I am now afflicted as she is afflicted, I cannot say," this a tangential point, something said with the intent to forestall a line of inquiry Lezard thought fruitless. Back to the main thread: "The sister's ghost is not itself present at Hogwarts. It is not the cause of the affliction. As far as I can tell, it is only a dream-image -- a memory, a fragment of memory."
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As Lezard Valeth talks at length about some girl he knows and the disease the girl has given him, Narcissa is listening, mainly because she likes to be informed, but her attention is divided. She is woolgathering.
Is the school really so full of Muggles now? In our day, the lot of them would have been Obliviated for so much as stumbling onto the grounds. She realizes she had just been thinking in our day, and suddenly feels old. Aging gracefully is one thing, feeling old is another thing.
Lezard Valeth is talking now about memory, memory, the word surfacing again. Narcissa's attention is renewed with this conversational turn.
What she says is what she has been thinking, mostly, but she feels it is apropos.
"In our day, people like that would have been Obliviated."
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He turns to Narcissa, as an aside. "Lezard really is a god. he has, with his already remarkable powers, taken over the soul of the god Odin. He has died and does not need sleep or food. This affliction is thus unheard-of."
He brightens. "But perhaps Narcissa has an idea for this curse. What if Mio were to be obliviated? Suppose she forgot her sister and suppose her subconscious were erased of the source of these nightmares. If she ceased to dream, would she cease to dream of you, and would you thus be relieved as well?" This pleases him. He would gladly forget on more muggle in what had once been a distinguished school - his home. He would gladly obliviate Mio in the old way even for self-satisfaction. She should be far from here, and she should know nothing of wizards or of Hogwarts. But there was no hope really. There were so many of them. He worried for Narcissa's disgust when she experienced the extent of the travesty. She should never be disgusted. It wa wrong.
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He caught no sign of skepticism -- nor of belief. Her face seemed to him smoothly indifferent.
Snape's idea took him a bit aback, only because Lezard habitually relied upon his own extensive knowledge, and seldom thought of Hogwarts magic as a serious option for anything. He would amuse himself with Hogwarts tricks and cantrips from time to time, usually in Sortings, but the mainstay of his magic was very much outworld in origin. Obliviation? He had never used it. His obsession was with making people remember him, not forget him.
"If she were to be Obliviated --" He spoke slowly; he was thinking. "What could it hurt?"
It might hurt Mio, but it ought not to harm Lezard, and his real concern was his own safety. He had not come this far to be felled by something so stupid as a curse not even targeted at himself.
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"It ought to be perfectly safe, if the caster knows his business."
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