Private Owl to Devi from Johnny
Devi,
Yeah, this is dumb, but I realized if I waited any longer it'd look like some Valentine's shit and I didn't want that.
I wanted to apologize without using some weak euphemism to try and make me feel better about myself.
I'm sorry I tried to kill you.
It was selfish and stupid and twisted.
I'm sorry I keep trying to talk to you when I should be leaving you the hell alone. It's grotesque and unfair.
I worry about you and want you to be safe and I hate feeling like there might not be anything I can do.
i love you
Go ahead and tell me to go to Hell (again) but if I can find a way to help you I will.
-Johnny