Apr 20, 2006 17:14
So yeah i've got a few minutes to work on this. not to be wasted on whining or w/e, i've sent all that to dave.
so its almost the end of frosh year, which has brought with it reflection on the past year, plans for the summer, and what i've done with myself.
i've changed, for the better. i've done a lot of maturing. too much i think. i once promised myself that i wouldn't grow up and would continue to be true to who i am, and i've gotten back to that lately. but essentially anyone that talks to me now senses the change.
plans for the summer are simple. dave rackham until he leaves. skydiving license. shore. city. work. bartending license?
home. yeah gonna go back there. really looking forward to some friendly faces and hugs. also looking forward to working on the farm. I've gotta fix a few things. I've worked on one. I gotta make sure the other is okay. One is wide open. Its been 5 months now, which is an extraordinary amount time especially when you've only known someone for 1.75 years. so yeah gotta find a way to open that dialogue. sometimes you need to know when to cut your losses, other times you need to recognize what's worth fighting for. i'll give it a try. i think i'm also going to build on some friendships that were sorta there, i'm sorta happy about that. the farm is going to be wicked. I'm going to be insane this summer.
if y'all want to hang out, cell me now and i'll be home may 11, but i'm working 26 hours that weekend.
quote ( Max Yates) : "Always remember: integrity first, service before self, excellence in all we do."