Mar 02, 2006 00:45
Hey you,
Your mom is hxc retarded. That sucks. Sorry if it's my fault. Yeah so i'm leaving to go to BYU next thursday. I talked to all my teachers a while ago and they said that nothign would be due. And now, i have stuff due. I'm pretty upset. But i'll be out there for 9 days and 11 nights and it'll be fun. I'm going to see my best friend so i'm happy about that. most of all i hope to ward off this burnt out feeling.
This summer I'm hoping to be out of the state because Dave Rackham is leaving me and i have no one there for me to hang out with, except a few. I didn't know you then, but a while ago a bunch of my friends essentially voted me to be the one who left and never came back. But hey i've been back a few times, and that was really enough for me. Since i've broken up with my last gf i've really thought about everyone at home a lot. I hung out with a lot of girls at home and i def miss the flirty lifestyle that i had. I also like doing what i do so if i can get a job in it, i'll be happy. and i'll have money, which i don't have much of right now.
As for the last question that you asked me, the answer is yes and no. Ultimately i knew that i wasn't going to wait so why bother trying. But yes because i wish that it had been with someone that wasn't going to blow me off like she did. We broke off amicably, but we really don't talk at all. What about you? <<-- you can also email me sproct@rpi.edu
This semester is almost too much for me to handle i think. If i can survive it, then i think i can make it through RPI. Right now i spend about 10 hours a week doing student senate stuff. I'm taking 20 credits with 23 contact hours. essentially the real amount of time that you're in class. Then i'm doing undergraduate research which is about 5 horus a week, but i need it to be more, because i need 60 hours before the end of the semester. Plus frat stuff. AND generally i don't do much on the weekends because i get up at 12 and don't do crap all.
Which brings me to my next point. Yes i drink too much. I drink too often and too much. Generally i drink a handful of shots several nights in a row. But like once a week i get drunk and about 4 times since i've been here i've drank like 15 or more drinks, and i've gotten really drunk and passed out.
This weekend is oging to be insane, because its grad weekend at the frat. aka lots of people, lots of partying, and lots of alcohol. I also have two parties to go to, one on friday and one on saturday. Finally, on sunday i have a very important meeting to go to early with my school's president, who is a wicked smart and influential lady. And then i have an honor society induction that my parents are coming up for.
This seems like a good way to talk to each other.
g'night dear.