party tonight
I went out tonight. I'll admit that as sober as I was, I had fun. I was really nervous when I left the house because I knew he was going to be there and I haven't seen him since I moved up here. I got to watch him play. I remembered tonight how right things felt. He told me he would call, usually when he says that he does, but for some reason I feel like I shouldn't hold my breath. I think I'm beginning to give up. I need to get over it. Its so hard, why can't it just get back to normal.