WHAT THE FUCK!
the only reason why our friendship would change is because of you! just because i did something that doesnt fit your standards of a best friend, you act like were not best friends anymore...so the fuck what...im sorry im not you and have have everything straight...im sorry i date outside my race, and i lost my virginity to a black guy...sorry i broke that promise, a promise that really has NOTHING to do with you...but sorry i disappoint you so damned much...so now what. you think differently of me. your gonna keep runnin away from me? its not like im a totally different person. people fucking change. you did in 8th grade A LOT and i still stood by you. i thought of you differently, but its not like i spazed out and ran away, ignored you, try to nonchalantly push you out of things...and it is really hard to talk to you...you do yell at me and you do try and confuse me and question everything i say because you just want to be right...but that doesnt mean im not gonna tell you stuff...i love you and im just sorry im so stupid.