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prom was awesome and so was the after party, i had a lot of fun, sean was drivin me nuts im glad rj was there with me, i think i really like him but im scared of a relationship, just because of brandon luke, im scared its going to end up like that again and i dont want it to. i feel so comfortable around him, i can be myself and not have to act a certain way. he makes me laugh and yes he may be a little weird, not the typical guy i would go for, and you all may not like him, but i dont care cause all that matters is that i do.im to the point where i dont care what anyone else thinks anymore. its not anyone elses life but mine and ill live it the way i want and like who i want.
the rest of the year is going to fly by, i happy yet im sad, everyone is leaving but hey i guess its somewhat a good thing.ive begun to appreciate what my parens do for me a lot more. a simple thank you always makes things more sincere. my dad for some reason let me out really late the other night on a school night which my mom wasnt too happy about but i guess he realizes that he needs to let me out and do my own thing cause im now 18 an adult and that hes going to have to let me grow up and fend for myself, and that he cant always be soooo protective!
for once hes ok with the person i like. at first i wasnt too sure cause he kept giving rj those death looks, but now hes cool with it, my mom on the other hand isnt so cool with it. she finds it weird being that its her student, i mean its not that she has a problem with us together, its just that she doesnt want it to be weird if we dont end up together in the end, she doesnt want anything to be different with er and rj, which i understand but she was the one who introduced us to eachother in the first place cause she thought it would be cute, well guess what mom you got what you wanted but only now you dont want it, you want me to date around and not stick with him!!!!!
this entry wasnt really for anyone to read, it was merely a way for me to let out the stuff i needed to, i hope everyones prom was fun and exciting cause i know mine was even though my prom date ended up hooking up and going out with someone else, hahahahaha i think its cute he was just a simple date for prom so its all good!!! alrighty im out peace homies!!
the rest of the year is going to fly by, i happy yet im sad, everyone is leaving but hey i guess its somewhat a good thing.ive begun to appreciate what my parens do for me a lot more. a simple thank you always makes things more sincere. my dad for some reason let me out really late the other night on a school night which my mom wasnt too happy about but i guess he realizes that he needs to let me out and do my own thing cause im now 18 an adult and that hes going to have to let me grow up and fend for myself, and that he cant always be soooo protective!
for once hes ok with the person i like. at first i wasnt too sure cause he kept giving rj those death looks, but now hes cool with it, my mom on the other hand isnt so cool with it. she finds it weird being that its her student, i mean its not that she has a problem with us together, its just that she doesnt want it to be weird if we dont end up together in the end, she doesnt want anything to be different with er and rj, which i understand but she was the one who introduced us to eachother in the first place cause she thought it would be cute, well guess what mom you got what you wanted but only now you dont want it, you want me to date around and not stick with him!!!!!
this entry wasnt really for anyone to read, it was merely a way for me to let out the stuff i needed to, i hope everyones prom was fun and exciting cause i know mine was even though my prom date ended up hooking up and going out with someone else, hahahahaha i think its cute he was just a simple date for prom so its all good!!! alrighty im out peace homies!!