i could go anywhere with you and i'd probably be happy.
ya if i could find her and get her. bahhhhh.. i dont like girlfriends and such.
girls are bettter as friends you can laugh at when they PMS and say being a girl is bad, and know that being a guy is quite horrible too because of her.
so on sunday i went to tims house. we cut up a tree branch then went on his computer.
talked to the lovely mle whose in los al.
listened to the beatles
watched garden state. i want to get it. so i can watch and cry alone. instead of holding tears back among friends. i like largeman, i can relate a bit, but its just a that. a bit.
sam was really cool. natalie portman was really hott. she had a really cool character.
they used the soundtrack songs really nicely in the movie. i liked it. Tim kept asking me who the songs were by and it they were on the soundtrack. i just browsed my handy iPod for the answers. ;x arrr.
i hung with my stepmom and brothers later.
we went to fashion island. we saw a perosn who looked like paris hilton. my dad swears it was her.
8-O (exclamatory face)
i got Chutes Too Narrow by the Shins.
today i sat at snack by our tree while people stared at me. i almost cryed but i have very little tears to spare anymore.
katie made fun of me and called me a emo loser with nothing but a sandwich (i really just had my iPod.)
its really dumb when people make fn of you because of how you are. some other wierd guy in orchestra did it too... made fun of me.
so i went and slammed my locker and sat down next to it and was going to cry but i couldnt.
i just thought about people and things i will probably not have.
then i reviewed my interactions with people and stuff i should've done differently.
like when me and david stole Sian's sunglasses.
i am so long winded.
i came home and yelled at my mom for how messy our house is and all the shit pilling up in it and how iw ill never get to drive with her ruling over me and procrastinating and being late with eveything.
stuff in the future:
-carrer week?
-venture meeting with david
-orchestra concert? (anyone gonna come. please?)
- festival (no school that day!)
-my mom teaching me to knitt
happy start of the week
girls are bettter as friends you can laugh at when they PMS and say being a girl is bad, and know that being a guy is quite horrible too because of her.
so on sunday i went to tims house. we cut up a tree branch then went on his computer.
talked to the lovely mle whose in los al.
listened to the beatles
watched garden state. i want to get it. so i can watch and cry alone. instead of holding tears back among friends. i like largeman, i can relate a bit, but its just a that. a bit.
sam was really cool. natalie portman was really hott. she had a really cool character.
they used the soundtrack songs really nicely in the movie. i liked it. Tim kept asking me who the songs were by and it they were on the soundtrack. i just browsed my handy iPod for the answers. ;x arrr.
i hung with my stepmom and brothers later.
we went to fashion island. we saw a perosn who looked like paris hilton. my dad swears it was her.
8-O (exclamatory face)
i got Chutes Too Narrow by the Shins.
today i sat at snack by our tree while people stared at me. i almost cryed but i have very little tears to spare anymore.
katie made fun of me and called me a emo loser with nothing but a sandwich (i really just had my iPod.)
its really dumb when people make fn of you because of how you are. some other wierd guy in orchestra did it too... made fun of me.
so i went and slammed my locker and sat down next to it and was going to cry but i couldnt.
i just thought about people and things i will probably not have.
then i reviewed my interactions with people and stuff i should've done differently.
like when me and david stole Sian's sunglasses.
i am so long winded.
i came home and yelled at my mom for how messy our house is and all the shit pilling up in it and how iw ill never get to drive with her ruling over me and procrastinating and being late with eveything.
stuff in the future:
-carrer week?
-venture meeting with david
-orchestra concert? (anyone gonna come. please?)
- festival (no school that day!)
-my mom teaching me to knitt
happy start of the week