its been awhile..

[hockeyprincess2]

Ok so i know i said im done with this whole livejournal thing..but im extremely bored and im tired of me being stupid and thinking about things too much..bc it just gets me thinking about it all the time then wondering. blah. who knows. anyways..i got this idea from a friends lj and decided to do it too..

i miss...
*not having so much drama in your life
*being a little girl
*not doubting myself
*rides to school and home w/ matt
*matts funny voices
*matt ALWAYS having something funny to say
*matt ALWAYS knowing how to cheer me up
*matt.
*random rides to dunkin donuts w/ sarah crete everytime she came over
*not fighting with my mom and actually getting along
*my friends
*being such good friends with christy..
*christys and my obsessions
*loving chineese food for only one reason
*ordering pizza at 2am in the morning with you
*not being so emtional
*driving with friends even tho i dont even have a permit
*being able to hang out w/ matt n his friends
*shopping and concerts with leanne
*leanne
*best friends
*not noticing problems in my family
*matt being home
*having something to look forward to
*not questioning myself
*sneaking out
*girls nights out
*having a true best friend
*skipping school
*field hockey
*my mom not being on my case all the time
*my parents trusting me
*being able to talk to my mom about things
*feeling normal
*so much more
but im not in the mood to talk about it any more.. just got in another fight with my mom.
her last words to me before she left were "fine, if you cant share things with me then you cant go anywhere or do anything because if you cant trust me then i cant trust you" wtf? all i said was i dont feel like talking about something right now. get over it. my god

*i think ill go shower and get ready for the day..even tho i wont be doing anything..
[leave a comment..i sure need it]