scared and confused
a couple days ago i was scared shitless when my neice analeise almost a month old was rushed to the hospital.....doctors were thinkin the worst...that she could of died...i have never been so wryed and scared in all my life...but she pulled thru it and is back at home gettin much better now...thank god....in other news....i could have a job makin 80 dollars a day but which would also mean i would have to end up leavin in october back to florida.....ive been thinking about it alot lately...and after what happened to my neice its so hard for me to decide...my friends tell me no but my mind is tellin me go it will be for the better...but i really dont kno...im scared to leave cuz i want to make sure everything is ok here, yet i wanna go out and make something of myself...im soooo confused......SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!