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have u ever liked someone but didnt know if they liked u in that same way?? im stuck i have had this girl come back into my life she is soo tight but she is very confused. any ways watever with that i dont think she likes me more than a friend wateva. i officially signed my life away. im goin to the navy to become a man im tired of all the same shit that is goin on. im done with highschool drama i want to move on to bigger better things and be able to provide for myself i dont want to have to ask for money from my parents any more i want to be able to buy my own house and all my own things. it seems like my childhood is going to come to an end soon but such as life. life is soo weird one day ur hear and the next day ur gone. like i would have never thought highschool would end i never thought that i would brake up with kc i never thought lauren would stop liking me i never thought that alot of my close friend would get into crazy drugs like yayo and tweak that is fucking dirty, i dont want to be around all the temptation cause all the drugs and drama has fucked up my friends and its sad to see lot of my close friends goin down the wrong path, im not saying im a angel and im not saying im perfect cause i have down a lot of bad things but its time for me to move on and strive for the future im really gonna miss my friends and im really gonna miss not giving a fuck of wat is going to happen in the future because im gonna have to worry about all that shit now. i dont know wen i leave yet cause my ship dat got fucked up but i think im gonna leave in like a month. i miss everyone much luck!!!! <3 Jason