cocaine?
alright, so my mom comes home at 6 to take me to youth, which starts at 6, not that she cares..but I didn't really say anything to her the whole way over there, but then she brings up the topic of the razor blades that she found in a mint can, in my purse. First of all, what was she going through my purse for anyways? alright, so she asks me about it..and I told her the truth, and all of you out there...it was not to cut...but then I asked her why she thought that I had them and she said because I think that you are on COCAINE. What in the world..honestly is she thinking. I guess she has absolutly no trust in me at all, and I don't really know how she came up with that conclusion..but whatever..so yeah, that just really got to me that she doesn't know me well enough to know that I don't do those kind of things, but whatever..
So I got to youth, and my eyes were all red and stuff, and Greg came over and gave a hug..so that was nice, but when I told him that my mom thought that I was on Cocaine..he didn't believe me because even he knows me better than that..but it was Kevin Cook's birthday so they had cake, and at the end they all got the grand idea to have a cake/icing fight..and it got all over me..in my hair all on my face, on my shirt, legs, you name it, it was there. So I had to get that off before my mom got there, because she wouldn't have agreed with that behavior! ergh, I swear she doesn't want me to go, she is trying so hard to get me to go somewhere else, but honestly, I do not want to! I really like the people in this group, and it definitally wouldn't be the same without them!
But on a better note, Crockett and I talked today! WOOO! showing some form of progress! I just hope that one day everything will get back to normal even though I know that it can't happen too soon because then everything would just happen all over again, and then it would definitally be over for good..
I colored Love a picture today since she can't come to youth for awhile..I hope that it made her feel better! It was of Pooh with Piglet on his shoulders, and a whole bunch of flowers! WOO HOO! I LOVE YOU BRITTANY!
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