I need to get this off my chest!
I have been in a surprisingly GREAT mood lately, and I don't exactly know why..WOOO!
I think that I am going to have to second what Alexa thinks about this whole thing between our soccer team. So yeah, here is my take on it..Of the uhh...seven of us that actually go to North, as far as I know, six of us don't have a problem with each other. That means that there is still one other person out there am I not correct? alright, well..Alexa has gone on to tell to me forget about everything that has happened lately, and as much as I am trying, and as much as I want to, why do I get that feeling that it will only happen again. Yeah, ALL of us were close, uh yeah...very close I guess you can say.
--I have to say that I too miss all of those weekends at the Speedpark..all of those Biology Study Session things with Lex and Crockett..all of the notes that were passed between our 'group' and do you want to know when all of that started to fall apart? When Jon Hooper and Tommy Gartz came into the picture. Alright, I hate Jon, but I love Tommy, and I think that most of us do now anyways..but when everything just suddenly stops that makes you wonder why you were ever friends in the first place.
I think that I will write something to her about all of this, I just don't know exactly what to say. That I miss her friendship or something, because honestly, I do. I just sit in Biology and Leadership everyday and wonder where that rift came. Why it happened all of the sudden. I guess I didn't really give her a chance to talk everything through, but now, in retrospect, I guess I wish I had. Some of you might think that this is total bullshit, and I too would if I had been hearing what has been said from my mouth. Crockett, I don't know what else it is that I can say to you that can make you think that I'm not lying, I guess I will just have to leave that up to you. But know that I truely am sorry and this past month not talking to you hasn't been all that great..if you don't accept my apology..thanks for all of the fun times that all of us have had together..if you do..hope there are more to come! But, either way, I will always love you!