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[hockeylife17]

the other day I didnt know if I should say anything about it or not, but it has really started to get to me. Making me wonder why I even began to think about it. The other night, I had a wierd dream..and guess who was in it..Derek. and he was here again and everything happened all over again. This time though he didn't even think once about Krystal, but they still had been going out for like 9 months or whatever. and then Derek had one of these things and he completely kept bullshitting in it to make Krystal happy, and the weird thing was..Jeff wasn't here. It was only me and Derek and that kind of worries me that I still think about him in the slightest of ways because I don't think that I still like him.. oh well.

Oh, and on the topic of Derek, I think that I will be burning quite a few things today that remind me of one of the biggest mistakes that I have ever made in my entire life! <33