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[hockeyjock]

Its all slipped from me. Im at the point in my life where living here is pointless. No one would miss me, no one cares, all of my other friends back home that actually cared are against me and my way of living, ive thrown my life away due to my loss of my important memories, moments and all of that knowlege. Its fading and fading fast. I don’t care

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[mysticalelf2459]

I have never been against you and you know that! Please contact me somehow! if you even get this call me (586) 980-9376 it isnt your fault you have forgotten "that life" if you are talking about what I think your talking about then you need to let me know so I can somehow try and help you...some of it is my fault and because of that I am not giving up I am trying to fix it...shawn...contact me even if it means in S.W!! I doubt you will read this...I am going to try and find you in SW I just hope you go there...or at least I can get you to go there...somehow someway you just cant give up on anything...I do believe you are living your life the best you can...for all you have been through I dont doubt you in any way...and just by leaving a 'last entry' to your friends you are calling out for help without even realizing it! Your friends may be against your change but I know they will be here for you when you need them and it sounds like you need them now! I hope you realize I will always be here! I have been for a while even before we met...remember? Jenna needs you too! and I can practicly feel your family's pain to know you are giving up...your a fighter shawn a soldier in my eyes and you would fight for anyone so I just can not see why you wont fight for yourself! Perhaps you cant alone...but you do have recrutes in your friends...
Love,
Ashleigh/Litta