When Will This Feeling Go Away ...
* have u ever had your hopes up so high
* you felt you were just about getting what u want
* and then all of a sudden ... it all goes away
... lately things are just so .. i dk how to explain it.. its like everything ive wanted in the past and now, i just cant have.. its like their so out of reach.. for once i want to be able to get exactly what i want.. now, your thinking im selfish right.. well then, thats what i am.. but i just want the best for myself for once.. i want what i want..not what everyone else wants.. they say everyone has someone.. all girls have their *prince charming* and all guys have their *cinderella*.. well what the hell is going wrong.. it seems like everyone around me is finding who they want except me.. all around me people are finding exactly what they are waiting for.. and im not.. now, i bet your thinking, why does she need someone to be happy.. well if im not happy without someone, maybe ill be happy with someone.. you never know!?.. i wish things would just be easier.. ive been told im beautiful, hott, great personality, funny.. wouldn't u want that?.. then why dont you??... unless your lying.. god, im just so sick of feeling like this.. when will i be happy.. just give me something to turn this all around.. maybe then ill be happy...
Out of the memories so close to me just fade away
All this time u were pretending... so much for my...
*Happy Ending*
Tell Me What I Should Do..
* you felt you were just about getting what u want
* and then all of a sudden ... it all goes away
... lately things are just so .. i dk how to explain it.. its like everything ive wanted in the past and now, i just cant have.. its like their so out of reach.. for once i want to be able to get exactly what i want.. now, your thinking im selfish right.. well then, thats what i am.. but i just want the best for myself for once.. i want what i want..not what everyone else wants.. they say everyone has someone.. all girls have their *prince charming* and all guys have their *cinderella*.. well what the hell is going wrong.. it seems like everyone around me is finding who they want except me.. all around me people are finding exactly what they are waiting for.. and im not.. now, i bet your thinking, why does she need someone to be happy.. well if im not happy without someone, maybe ill be happy with someone.. you never know!?.. i wish things would just be easier.. ive been told im beautiful, hott, great personality, funny.. wouldn't u want that?.. then why dont you??... unless your lying.. god, im just so sick of feeling like this.. when will i be happy.. just give me something to turn this all around.. maybe then ill be happy...
Out of the memories so close to me just fade away
All this time u were pretending... so much for my...
*Happy Ending*
Tell Me What I Should Do..