why is it....
Why is it that you feel wrong or like your missing something when someone leaves, even if its just for the day or for a few days. You know they will be back, but you just feel empty. Why is it that you feel that way about someone you aren't supposed to feel anything about. Is it because he says your nice or that he says your pretty (which in my case, is not something heard often, and when it is, its by my gay friends, who love me more than anyone else I do believe sometimes but that doesn't help me any in this situation). Is it because noone else can know that you secretly dig each other? Why is it?
Why is it that you feel excited when you get that first im of the day? Why is it that you love the fact that your best friend doesn't know how much contact you have with this person? Why is it that this person makes you all warm and fuzzy, when all warm and fuzzy isn't exactly allowed? Why is it?
Is it the excitement of the chase or the secrecy? Is it because the attention is there and its been missing for so long in your life? Why is it that the attention has been missing? Have you turned it away without knowing it was even there? Have you denied it because you didn't find it logical? Why is it you believe now?
Why is it?
Why is it that you feel excited when you get that first im of the day? Why is it that you love the fact that your best friend doesn't know how much contact you have with this person? Why is it that this person makes you all warm and fuzzy, when all warm and fuzzy isn't exactly allowed? Why is it?
Is it the excitement of the chase or the secrecy? Is it because the attention is there and its been missing for so long in your life? Why is it that the attention has been missing? Have you turned it away without knowing it was even there? Have you denied it because you didn't find it logical? Why is it you believe now?
Why is it?