The rumors of my demise are indeed just that...rumors. Granted, there are a select few who I'm sure wish to see my obituary in the papers, and to them I say, "MEH."
It has been a long, hard road from my last entry in...what was it, 2010?...to here. I have been through hell and back, the majority of it all of my own making. I destroyed the life I had and traded it in for nothing more than a mere existence.
It's ok, though. I can deal with it. I have no choice. I make it through each day by the skin of my teeth. But it's ok. It has to be.
I don't know how often I'll update here, or if I ever will again after this. Hey, I'm just being honest. Some days, my motivation can only be found in the basement...
I can be found
HERE more often than not.