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Jul 16, 2005 01:40

I'm going to kill Dean. Just fucking kill him. That ratbastard.

Dean, stay away from Paige, or I swear I will not be responsible for my actions. I mean it, you stupid little worm. Paige doesn't seem to want to report you, but I'm working on that. Don't expect me to just sit back and not do anything though. You so much as look at her again. So help me god. I will kill you.

Paige is finally asleep. I sat up with her for a while. I'm in her room still, borrowing her computer. I don't want to leave her alone right now.

My heart just fucking breaks for her. The shit that she's been through, and that she was worried about what I'd think of her, for something that's not her fault. I'm so proud of her for how she's dealt with things, even if I wish she'd take a more active role in dealing with it now.

I just can't stand to see my beautiful, vibrant sister broken like this, by some asshole who can't seem to get it up without it being at the expense of an innocent girl.

I haven't been this mad in a long time. But I'm dealing with it. I need to just be here for her, take care of her, right now. There's a time for the anger, but it's... later.

Marco, Craig, thank you for being there for her, for taking care of her. I wish one of you would have told me what happened, but I know you were just trying to be her friends. And thank you for that.

I should be tired. But I'm not. I won't be, for a while at least.

I don't know how to curb the protective streak. Apparently, I really shouldn't try, either.
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