Jun 02, 2005 23:24
My Summer is starting off kinda slow. i cant really get outta my house but that'ss only cuz i had surgery on my ankle on tuesday. (i broke a piece of my bone off... ect) but yea im on crutches and i havent really felt that great either... but yea a lot has happened in the past week or so.. last friday was prom.. it was freakin awesome... and amazing... then i drove my car home... that was a drive in a half. but yea i got home early sunday night which was surprising so i got to see some people. Monday was a weird day... i was really depressed all day... i spent most of that day crying... i was really overwhelmed.. tuesday i woke up buku early (5 am) and had to go to the hospital... i was so freakin nervous... but u couldnt tell that i was... but the surgery couldnt have gone better... they fixed everything up and i should be as good as new in a few weeks... after surgery i was really outta it... i had so much shit in me it wasnt even funny... my brother took me to see his new car that he bought and we got to take it with us.. which was cool.. its a red volvo s40.. then i passed out and slept the rest of the day.... i slept most of the day weds. hung out with the bro a lot. ryan and tommy came to visit me... and ryan took my car for a test drive... we went over to coulons... today brad left for boston... :-( i slept most of the day again...
alright well my life is going through some changes. i have def dropped a lot of stress... which is good... im def more chill and relaxed... maybe cuz i have ppl waitin on me hand and foot but whatevere thats just cuz i cant really move... but also i have def been thinkin bout what has been going on in my life... what ppl think about me and shit... and i want to change a lot of things... i think i can def do a lot of it... but most of the things ppl are sayin they dont know what they hell they are talking about cuz they dont know me... they just hear things about me... but i def think ima get my life back on track... also... im starting to see who most of my real friends are... like the people i really care about... it surprising when you leave school for the summer.... people that you think are your friends... some you NEVER hear from all summer... but then there are the people that you talk to for hours on end some nights ... :-D :P and they make you feel the best and make you never wanna leave... (they know who they are..)
thats all for now...
xoxo