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*im sorry but this week has really sucked...
*im coming home tomorrow... shouldn't i be happy for that??? well im not really.... ummm lets see ill let everyone in on what's been up...
*welp from the last entry u can tell i have been takin a lot of shit for what i did to frank... luckily he forgave me and we are back together... I love him a lot. but yea. i have felt like shit all week. it's like worse than depression. i don't even know why. i mean yea since frank has taken me back i have had so much shit thrown on me by other people. i knew that was going to happen. but im not sure how much more i can take. it's like everyday i am hastled for something about our relationship. i mean the things people are telling me are killing me inside... things that make me want to go jump off a bridge and die because i feel like im such a Horrible person (most people think that of me) but yea... it's hurting my relationship with frank because those people are putting me in a bad mood. and i can't be the happy girl that i am. and That makes me sad too. because i want to be happy and have an awesome time with him like we used to. but it's so hard now.
*but there is some good news. this past weekend was one of the BEST times of my life. i don't know what more i coulda asked for. friday night frank n i went to get chinese and then we watched the jungle book and we snuggled... :-P saturday we went to breakfast wit esther and then i went to his track meet for 7 bizillion hours and watched him kick ass out there... then we went out to dinner at applebee's... mmmm... then sunday we went tux shopping (found the perfect match for my dress... bubblegum Pink :-D) then we went to Bravo's... he made me smile.... then we went to his house.... went to dq... mmmm rasberry mr.misty float with chocolate ice cream...
*im coming home tomorrow... shouldn't i be happy for that??? well im not really.... ummm lets see ill let everyone in on what's been up...
*welp from the last entry u can tell i have been takin a lot of shit for what i did to frank... luckily he forgave me and we are back together... I love him a lot. but yea. i have felt like shit all week. it's like worse than depression. i don't even know why. i mean yea since frank has taken me back i have had so much shit thrown on me by other people. i knew that was going to happen. but im not sure how much more i can take. it's like everyday i am hastled for something about our relationship. i mean the things people are telling me are killing me inside... things that make me want to go jump off a bridge and die because i feel like im such a Horrible person (most people think that of me) but yea... it's hurting my relationship with frank because those people are putting me in a bad mood. and i can't be the happy girl that i am. and That makes me sad too. because i want to be happy and have an awesome time with him like we used to. but it's so hard now.
*but there is some good news. this past weekend was one of the BEST times of my life. i don't know what more i coulda asked for. friday night frank n i went to get chinese and then we watched the jungle book and we snuggled... :-P saturday we went to breakfast wit esther and then i went to his track meet for 7 bizillion hours and watched him kick ass out there... then we went out to dinner at applebee's... mmmm... then sunday we went tux shopping (found the perfect match for my dress... bubblegum Pink :-D) then we went to Bravo's... he made me smile.... then we went to his house.... went to dq... mmmm rasberry mr.misty float with chocolate ice cream...