Im a survivor....but for how long??
Well I survived day one meeting sarah (chris' fiancee). I made sure I looked hot with make up and I was trying really hard to be normal but being in church I all of a sudden starting thinking about donato so after rehearsal I called him. It sooo great talking to donato...I am regretting breaking up with him and moving to nebraska because maybe me and him would have been married and have a family by now, alas i cannot undo what is done and i have to live with it. Chris was kinda nice but being a jeek because he tried to act all cold in front of his friends. I am just soooo over being here, I am praying I get the NV job so I can get out of here and be near family and friends and just to be excited and happy again.....