Nov 14, 2008 12:09
Well since the last ranting me and charlie finally talked to those girls....I am so proud of tasha for finally confessing that they had lied and they do want to be here to work. I kinda felt bad for her but lifes tough and you can't just get a paycheck for not doing anything. Amanda on the other hand is still the same immature person who wants everybodys pity and to feel sorry for her because only bad things happen to HER...I decided I am only going to act as her trainer and no one else and I refuse to be an ENABLER for her so she can do whatever pleases HER and be selfish. On the other hand I myself is trying to be a better person. For some reason some of my atheltes brought up that they are part of TEAMMATES..a mentoring program and kristy called the lady and she called my cell and was very excited that I am interested in participating. I am going for the application and maybe training on Tues and she said that there is a 7th grade girl that really needs someone right now. Looking back I wish i had a mentor when i was in middle school and/or high school. I probably would have attended Univ or Notre Dame. but i cant change the past so I am going to be there for this kid. Also I thought about my nephew growing up without a father and I felt sad so I though a program like this can help him in the future or it can change when My sister find a suitable bf or husband.