Chris.......
I am somewhat relieved and feel a little guilty that soccer is finally done...I am gonna miss a few people like britney, shannon, and some of the other girls who might leave. I am definitely NOT going to miss julia, and jessie because they make my life hell and piss me off a lot. Ahhh kinda nervous when chris comes back in a few weeks....I really wanna hang out with him as much as I can but i dont wanna be desperate and make him not like me if i was with him 24/7. At least I know cooper will always ask me to hang out with them because he knows I am cool. Kinda disappointed in alberto because i texted him and ask him how he was doing and when we can hang out and he never replied back...maybe its my phone being stupid again even though i reported it to verizon that I get sucky service out here compared to omaha and las vegas. I do not really care what we do when chris comes back as long as it is not a strip club or just sitting at home while they play halo its is gonna be good and fun...cause thats what he is all about...weird that melissa finally told me that the reason why she kinda acts weird when cooper mentions me and chris getting together was that there was a time in her life when she had a thing for chris and chris told her that he liked her but in the end chris knew that she is destined to be with cooper and he wants her and him to be happy together..which they are despite the childish fights and quarrels. I dont wanna be too self involved but i derserve to be with chris because unlike the other skanky hoes that he dated i would not cheat on him. would treat him how a guy should be treated with love and respect and I will try to be the kind of girl he wants and needs...also he will be good for me because i deserved the love, respect, and chivalry i have always wanted....I just wanna be HAPPY...is that so much to ask???