Patience is a virtue
If i can change one thing about myself of course I am gonna say I wish I was thinner, but growing up and getting more mature now I will say I wish I had more patience. I think I had been patient enough when it comes to guys but there are just times where it is great to have someone else thingking of you, someone to talk to or tezt, sometime who cares about you. I mean I like my family and friends but everyone will tell you that it is not the same. I know I have standards when it comes to guys but I believe that it went down hill since. I honestly am not asking for someone good looking with money and charm....but I want someone that I am attracted to, someone who has a job, and someone who will love me for me. I meacn chemistry is important right... I went out with Duane yesterday and surprisingly he met someone through an accident and I could tell that he really like this girl...I am jealous not because she has him but I am jealous because I want to be in a similar situation. My life right now seems repetitive and redundant because I dont have that special person to share it with. I am going to take my time and be more patient. the match.com will not run out until aug so If i dont meet anyone worth while through it I am not going to resubscribe. I just wanted to take another approach beacuse it is harder to meet people just going to the bars beacuase I have been in NE for all this time and have yet to meet that guy who wants a relationship instead of No strings attatched. I do not want to be bitter anymore and just keep on going to the gym and start looking forward to finding out more dates i guess until I find him.