Tabula Rasa part Duex
Well 2008 should be different year....first off its gonna be my 10 year hs reunion!! Man am I really that old???? Next I am really going to do something to change my life...I am going to do my best to work out more often and also watch what i eat. I do not have much money to hire a personal trainer but I am gonna try to write what I did to see if I can have improvements. I am also trying to rethink my life. Ever since I got back from Vegas I am doubting my career. I had a fight with the parents the day before my birthday and just finally saw that they are kinda disappointed that I am not making a lot of money despite going to grad school. I mean I know that I wasnt going to make much but I just hate the fact that they always bring up my cousin jin jin who is the "perfect" girl with a degree in psychology and going to be an RN soon....I am sick and tired of living on her shadow so I told them that from now on I am going to be selfish and just watch my back and save up money. I hate the fact that they do no realize that I have sacrificed sooo much and work at least two jobs at the same time to make ends meet. I am glad for friends though because I get to hang out with rebecca and shara on my birthday and we went to stateline. Even though we are all in different aspects of life, we just reminiced and look back at the past and we all hope the future would be better than our current situation. I am on a selfish mode because I only have me, myself, and I. Even though I want to help other people, I have to help myself first and be happy and satisfied. Who knows...........