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I am going to be balling as i write this. Well, my cat had a problem with his bladder. He could not pee and it was blocked by kidney stones i guess. now that being said, i guess they have to do surgery to remove the stones. he has a damaged kidney i guess, but they are doing multiple tests to make sure. if he does, then they will have to put him to sleep. this is killing me. im so upset, i cant stop crying, this has been the most drastic thing that has happened to me. i dont know how im going to react if i have to say yes to putting him to sleep. this sucks. i love him to death. if there is one thing out of my life right now that i want more than anything is for him to get better and not to suffer. this sucks. im gonna go into seclusion if this happens. i bought that cat when it was a kitten and this cat is like my son. Bandit is the one thing that i love that i know depends on me like a parent. after this, i will NEVER get a pet again. Fish are ok, i dont get emotionaly attatched to them, just dogs and cats I will not own. Please help that he will be ok. it will mean alot to me. i just dont know what to do.........
Brandon
Brandon