My bad

[hocke334life]

All I can say is my bad. I have been real whiny...not in writing.., but in talk to a lot of people(you know who you are). There has been a lot of crap going on recently which has given m a sort of gigantic migraine. I NEVER get those things but it has lasted me like a week. All I can say is this year is gonna be different. I WILL be: responsible, less whiny, more understanding, but also: more serious wiht most things. I owe Gel a big apology. I am SORRY. :( I felt like crap for the way I have been around you lately. It's not your fault and I feel like I let my stress out on you. You are the LAST person who should recieve that let go of stress. All you are trying to do is help me and look out for me and I'be been idiotic for not listening. I should listen to you more and be aware of what you are doing for me instead of bitching. This has to be my umpteenth entry about things on this subject. All I know is this....It must be fixed. This year will be different. I swear on not being the cause of your stress...any amount of it either. I will be there for you and your problems. there will ALWAYS be time for you. If it isnt there right away...Ill make it available. So thus concludes part of my monthly promises...lol I am serious though about it. IN other news....I spent the night at Angeli's apartment. Her roommates are really nice. They made me feel welcome. I really respect nice and pleasant people. Especially bc of where they are at. IN my travels...most of the VU kids are real snot nose brats and very ignorant. But they are not. Diane akes me about my family and school and actually seemed interested to know about me as did Kim. Me and Kim talked a lil about traveling, which I have not done much of and the traveling I did was with my sweetheart, and about siblings as well. Odessa is very nice...a lil quiet....but very nice and a great baker. Her cookies were magnificent. Me, Gel, and Kim played scrabble last night. Apparently Kim has mad potential to be very good at the game.I must say her vocab is was better than mine. The again, who's isnt.lol So Gel ended up winning as usual even with my 50 point bonus(yes I still cringe about how you came back:). After that everyone attempted to go to sleep even though the whole freshman class decided to congregate in the quad and make their own party.....bc they coulndt find any...hahahahahahahaha!!!!!
So all went well. Gel feels better, Im on medication, and we are still in love.....right??!!!! LOL j/p :p
Oh....yesterday we had burger king which wasnt very good. Do not get the Angus steak burger bc it isnt as good as it looks on that value menu picture. Then we went to her apartment to take on the activities listed above. Im kinda backwards today. It's the migraine...I blame the headache......it's always the headache's fault. lol Much love. :p