Nov 06, 2004 03:40
I sit here freezing inside, I have no remorse, I am all regret...I really would love to take my own life. I am the keeper of the night and I watch you sleep and make sure you are ok, and everything is right when u awake. I wont hurt you. And I cannot be hurt, a man with no heart, can never be wounded. Time spins so slow, maybe it should stop. There is ultimately nothing but ourselves, and we are all alone. I love drugs, but they make me forget...should I really forget?...should I really believe this is happening to me..should I hope?
For now I will watch you in silence, I am always here, and we are always alone, in fact their is no "we"...
There is only now
And tommorrow
My ill heart plagues my restless nights, and haunts my dreams with pipelines into places demons do not look...