I so deserved it..

[hoch]

Wow, thanks for everyone's support after the accident, it wasnt my fault they said..but you know Karma and such...I really want to take out the administration...just like the whole foundation...not too cliche' of a teenage rebel...except yeah.... I wish I was dead...seriously lol..

I need to get better and burn off this tummy
And smoke more
And fence ALOT MORE
and finish my college essays
AND FENCE ALOT MORE
SKJHASDKFJDSK
AHHHH
I lost myself
I love painkillers
the pain isnt tolerable though