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I'm having a really hard time being proactive. I'm spending hours and hours of sleepless nights looking at websites about possible jobs, reading bay area specific theatre articles, looking for auditions, thinking and planning potential moves to further my plans and career. And then I do nothing. I try. I freeze. I move on. It doesn't help that I have the complacency of having a gig lined up despite my restlessness and need to find more and do more. I'm pretty paralyzed.
Fuck
Fuck