The dance of insomnia...
I sleep well, but I don't sleep correctly. I need to be normal because it's pretty much a fact that people shouldn't START getting productive only after 11. It sucks because I suddenly realize everything I needed to do all day. Then I decide to do them. Tonight for example in a matter of an hour I:
-Perused my University's website again
-Looked up more info on my rooming accommodations in the UK
-Chose an HD handheld camcorder for myself to purchase quite soon.
-Paid a couple of bills
-Listened to Sufjan Stevens (throughout)
-Read people's posts
-There's more but I think it gets a little private after that...
I had a bit of a mental reality check a few minutes ago, I'm pretty sure I'm gonna freak out a bit when I move into my place in London. I literally pictured myself sitting on the floor like a prisoner of some foreign jail cell not knowing what to do. The picture was pretty vivid.
I've never gone to a new environment without knowing people. Without a little piece of my past to cling onto I feel like I'll go careening into space. And Skype ain't enough.
Although I know I'll freak out, it'll still be alright. I'm just worried cuz I don't know when it'll hit me. I think I need to concentrate on these feelings and process them, because burying myself in bank work would be foolish. Running isn't very wise at all, no no. My laptop is acting um funny... the fan is being weird. So i'm gonna take it to a repair center. (I can now add looked up cpu repair center to the aforementioned list) I definitely should get some sleep. Stick it to insomnia.
Oh yeah Alex. You wanna play tennis? Anyone wanna play tennis? I need to give my lungs a wake up call. Also... does anyone wanna buy a nintendo DS? Amazing condition... With all my games, for 80 bucks. Too high? $70 Okay... $67 pfft.
-Perused my University's website again
-Looked up more info on my rooming accommodations in the UK
-Chose an HD handheld camcorder for myself to purchase quite soon.
-Paid a couple of bills
-Listened to Sufjan Stevens (throughout)
-Read people's posts
-There's more but I think it gets a little private after that...
I had a bit of a mental reality check a few minutes ago, I'm pretty sure I'm gonna freak out a bit when I move into my place in London. I literally pictured myself sitting on the floor like a prisoner of some foreign jail cell not knowing what to do. The picture was pretty vivid.
I've never gone to a new environment without knowing people. Without a little piece of my past to cling onto I feel like I'll go careening into space. And Skype ain't enough.
Although I know I'll freak out, it'll still be alright. I'm just worried cuz I don't know when it'll hit me. I think I need to concentrate on these feelings and process them, because burying myself in bank work would be foolish. Running isn't very wise at all, no no. My laptop is acting um funny... the fan is being weird. So i'm gonna take it to a repair center. (I can now add looked up cpu repair center to the aforementioned list) I definitely should get some sleep. Stick it to insomnia.
Oh yeah Alex. You wanna play tennis? Anyone wanna play tennis? I need to give my lungs a wake up call. Also... does anyone wanna buy a nintendo DS? Amazing condition... With all my games, for 80 bucks. Too high? $70 Okay... $67 pfft.