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Dad came home today. It's created an odd feeling in the house. We're all being supportive and trying not to say wrong things. This is going to be a rough process and it sucks.
I miss Natalie more than ever... I wish she was coming home sooner... but at the same time I wish she could stay longer because she is probably living in such bliss at the moment.
Nick comes on Monday night. I'm really excited to see him but kind of worried about the house situation. He's going to stay at Lori's which is both good and bad. I won't get to sleep next to him or be the first to see his sleepy eyes in the morning this time. I really miss that. The moment in which we both knew that the other was awake but stayed still just to have that point in time a little bit longer. I should never have moved on the last morning there, I could still be with him right now.
I saw Forrest and Scott yesterday, both of whom made me smile. Forrest showed me his 'angry' skating. He's so adorable. Scott took me for a ride in the Lincoln. I love Town Cars. Especially his. We went on a lonnnng walk which about killed both of us. Senior year with this bunch of kids should be fun. Let's leave Apex with a bang, shall we?
I miss Natalie more than ever... I wish she was coming home sooner... but at the same time I wish she could stay longer because she is probably living in such bliss at the moment.
Nick comes on Monday night. I'm really excited to see him but kind of worried about the house situation. He's going to stay at Lori's which is both good and bad. I won't get to sleep next to him or be the first to see his sleepy eyes in the morning this time. I really miss that. The moment in which we both knew that the other was awake but stayed still just to have that point in time a little bit longer. I should never have moved on the last morning there, I could still be with him right now.
I saw Forrest and Scott yesterday, both of whom made me smile. Forrest showed me his 'angry' skating. He's so adorable. Scott took me for a ride in the Lincoln. I love Town Cars. Especially his. We went on a lonnnng walk which about killed both of us. Senior year with this bunch of kids should be fun. Let's leave Apex with a bang, shall we?