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I post in here because I become bored or I feel like I have a lot on my mind that I just want to let out in a journal no one really reads. Maybe someone randomly finds me, reads a couple of sentences, then determines that I am utterly boring.
So
I'm happy where I am. I've never been good at saving money. I've never had enough trust in relationships. I never could really imagine myself anywhere I wished to be. But...I've got some money saved, I've learned to trust my relationship, and my situation right now is what I never wanted.
I never wanted to stay here. I have always hated it...I still kinda do. Places grow on you. The people that you see everyday start to smile at you. Even if it's sad that they smile and acknowledge me because I work at McDonald's and I am super nice. I don't care about that anymore. It sucks when I see people I graduated with coming into McDonald's. Right now...I don't care. I know that I'm not going to be there for the rest of my life. I won't as of the 24th this month (w0000t!).
I think about the things I've been through...and it feels like forever. I'm 19...WTF? I never really thought about how old I really am.
I have so much life to live.
School is horrible. Online classes are so nice. I don't like sitting in class. I like to lay in bed and do whatever it is I need to do, fall asleep...do it again.
I'm working at this very slow pace. I figure, I graduated when I was 17...I'm 19 now...no where near being done...but that's totally ok. I love it. I love working at a lazy pace.
Now I'm going to love my day of playing video games. Some people say it's a waste of time. Some people.
So
I'm happy where I am. I've never been good at saving money. I've never had enough trust in relationships. I never could really imagine myself anywhere I wished to be. But...I've got some money saved, I've learned to trust my relationship, and my situation right now is what I never wanted.
I never wanted to stay here. I have always hated it...I still kinda do. Places grow on you. The people that you see everyday start to smile at you. Even if it's sad that they smile and acknowledge me because I work at McDonald's and I am super nice. I don't care about that anymore. It sucks when I see people I graduated with coming into McDonald's. Right now...I don't care. I know that I'm not going to be there for the rest of my life. I won't as of the 24th this month (w0000t!).
I think about the things I've been through...and it feels like forever. I'm 19...WTF? I never really thought about how old I really am.
I have so much life to live.
School is horrible. Online classes are so nice. I don't like sitting in class. I like to lay in bed and do whatever it is I need to do, fall asleep...do it again.
I'm working at this very slow pace. I figure, I graduated when I was 17...I'm 19 now...no where near being done...but that's totally ok. I love it. I love working at a lazy pace.
Now I'm going to love my day of playing video games. Some people say it's a waste of time. Some people.